This compilation of songs represents that struggle, but also offers a little bit of hope, that brighter days are just around the corner.That the sun will come out not tomorrow or the next day, but maybe someday. It's definitely been a frustrating journey. It's been briefly tapped here and there, but it's never been allowed to fully emerge. There's always been something magnificent brewing under the surface between them. Their relationship started off very simple and innocent, but grew into something much more complex as their feelings began to emerge. It's been hard being a fan of these two the past several months.

It is the underscore of the not quite, the almost, the only just the beauty and the tragedy of wanting something, nearly having it, but then losing it completely due to circumstance. However, there is a much richer, angstier tone to this entire mix than the previous NJ soundtrack. Every one fits the piece of a greater puzzle.

Not Now, But Soon- The 200th Nate/Jenny Thread SoundtrackДЄs with every soundtrack I compile, every song has been carefully selected. Pretty Much Perfect- The Chace Crawford/Taylor Momsen Fanlisting We Build Then We Break- The There Might Be Blood Fanlisting Taking a Risk- The Pret-A-Por J Fanlisting Modern Fairytale- The Nate/Jenny Fanlisting Join nj_fairytale for all your NJ fanfic needs!ДЄngels on the Moon Nate instantly felt regret seize him by the neck like a hand. вЂњReally, Jenny? No idea at all? It didnвЂ™t seem just a little weird to you that some stranger whoвЂ™s never spoken to you, never uttered a word to you in your two years of attending Constance, all of a sudden, starts speaking to you after what happened? Takes you out to lunch the same day? It never occurred to you to ask yourself why some guy with six silver spoons up his ass would be interested in someone like you if not for a way to spend the night?вЂќДЄt his words, Jenny nodded slowly, bit down at her bottom lip hard, her legs suddenly shaking, her shoulders lurching forward as a rebellious sob escaped the corners of her mouth. вЂњHow could I have possibly known, Nate? I had no idea!вЂќ Jenny exclaimed incredulously with open hands, and Nate bit back a cruel laugh. вЂњI just thought you were a lot smarter than that-вЂќ He turned away from her, вЂњI mean, God, you only knew the guy for a day, hell, not even-вЂќ Nate ran the tip of his tongue over his lips that had gone paper dry. She studied Nate closely, her voice faint with disbelief, вЂњAre you mad at me?вЂќ And she also wrote in a language that seemed likeвЂ¦ Swedish?!? God, they shipped Jenny and Nate in Sweden? She was really passionate but not the stalker-type at some points she even defended their privacy. She also shipped Chuck and Blair and she was present in every conversation about her вЂњGossip Girl OTPsвЂќ. The one who caught her attention at first was this вЂњAnnieвЂќ girl. Some of the girls in the forum seemed really sweet but also overly obsessed with вЂњNJвЂќ. Somehow they had found out about every single moment she and Nate shared damn, sometimes they even knew what was spoken between them! Apparently they searched beyond Gossip Girl, they asked people that were present and they even spiedвЂ¦ There were people that actually adored her and Nate and spent hours every day chatting over what happened and their hopes for their future. To add to that, she also checked the links Gossip Girl had given in her post by the end of her inspection she was utterly stunned and speechless. OTP=One True Pairing - usually used to denote a fanatical devotion to one pairing in a fandom, excluding all others a fandom abbreviation referring to one's favorite fictional couple. So she googled it, and what she came up with just made her more anxious.

And what did that OTP meant? She knew it was a part of the вЂњFangirl languageвЂќ but the last years fighting with Blair over the crown, then designing and then being the Queen had hardly left her any time to be a fangirl. She felt the need to check out all these places the fans mentioned that they shipped вЂњNJвЂќ. Some people were so passionate about her and Nate and for other вЂњshipsвЂќ as they called it, that it made her worry. JennyвЂ™s eyes were in serious danger of popping out while she read all the 300 comments.

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